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lyrics

I don't know why you brought me here...
I don't know why I exist...
Was the pain all worth it?...
Was the loss all worth it?...
I'll never know...
This small glimpse into consciousness...
And then gone forever...
Never to truly know...
Never to truly understand...
I question if this is a cursed existence...
All knowing and all seeing...
Why was this my path to go down?...
Why was this the life for myself to live...
Tragedy bestowed upon my inner being...
I am sorry...
I am sorry for being broken...
For not being able to handle this life...
For being unable to endure it all...
Please forgive me...
God brought me to succumb to defeat...
To succumb to misery...
I wish I had control...
I wish I could control...
It all seems to be out of my hands...
This darkness consumes me...
I lost who I was so long ago...
It doesn't even seem to matter anymore...
I'm so sorry for being here...
For not being able to do more...
For not being able to bear this existence...
Unanswerable existential questioning...
Purpose feels lost with nothing being infinite...
Everything withering away...
Out of control...
I wish there was more I could do...
But I am cursed...
God hates me.

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from God Forsakes Me​/​/​God Saves Me, released April 8, 2022

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The Charon Collective still releases physical media. Come and get it. Heavy. Metal. Hardcore. Industrial. Extreme. Punk. Rock. Indie. Emo.

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