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Antiphon I
12:21
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Consequential immeasurable repercussions...
For attempting to overturn the tide...
The soul dissipates...
Engulfed back into the mouth...
Of endless depths…
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Antiphon II
08:30
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The downward spiraling odyssey...
Into the searing blackened hallucinatory abyss...
Nostrils filled with the smoke...
That escapes the pores of your skin...
Clandestine lights provide guidance...
To bear witness to what lies beyond…
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Antiphon III
09:06
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They will promise you any and everything...
They will promise it all...
Just for it to be taken away in the blink of an eye...
They will act as if what is, never was...
They will act as if what was, never had been...
And that is the way of life...
Stripping you down and tearing apart your flesh to the bone...
They will point at you to be the culprit...
They will feel justified...
And you will be left with nothing…
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Antiphon IV
09:22
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Dancing with Demons and Satan in Hell
The ringing echoes from the chastened bells
From this bottomless pit I always dwell
Dancing with Demons and Satan in Hell
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Antiphon V
08:50
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Morphing...
Formless...
Ever flowing...
Faceless...
Embodied...
Disembodiment…
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Antiphon VI
07:14
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I don't know why you brought me here...
I don't know why I exist...
Was the pain all worth it?...
Was the loss all worth it?...
I'll never know...
This small glimpse into consciousness...
And then gone forever...
Never to truly know...
Never to truly understand...
I question if this is a cursed existence...
All knowing and all seeing...
Why was this my path to go down?...
Why was this the life for myself to live...
Tragedy bestowed upon my inner being...
I am sorry...
I am sorry for being broken...
For not being able to handle this life...
For being unable to endure it all...
Please forgive me...
God brought me to succumb to defeat...
To succumb to misery...
I wish I had control...
I wish I could control...
It all seems to be out of my hands...
This darkness consumes me...
I lost who I was so long ago...
It doesn't even seem to matter anymore...
I'm so sorry for being here...
For not being able to do more...
For not being able to bear this existence...
Unanswerable existential questioning...
Purpose feels lost with nothing being infinite...
Everything withering away...
Out of control...
I wish there was more I could do...
But I am cursed...
God hates me.
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